Several friends from high school are pregnant and it gets met to thinking about wanting a baby. My hubby and I talk about it. We both really want one but we both know this isn't the time for one. He'll be deploying next year so if we were to get pregnant he wouldn't be here for the birth, which isn't fair to him. I think that is such a special moment for both him and I that it's better that we know he'll be here when we do have a baby. At the same time that brings up the whole if he decides to be a liver (be in the army till he retires), in May is half way till his contract is up and he's thinking of reuping. I'm 80% sure he'll reenlist, which I'm 100% behind him with whatever he chooses. So to get back to the whole baby matter, if he does decide to reenlist and does want to make this his carrier that brings up he may be gone whenever we do decide to have a baby. But that's down the line for now I'm perfectly happy with my Libby, she keeps me busy :)
Forgiveness
I haven't written in awhile! A lot has gone on since I last wrote. I'll definitely have to write about everything but not today. I still have an assignment that I have to finish, so that I'll update in another post :). Today I decided to listen to KLove, if you don't know KLove is a christian music station. I haven't listened to them in LONG time, I don't know what made me change it this station but this song came on the radio, it's called "Forgiveness" by Matthew West. I don't know why but it caught my attention so much that I felt like blogging about. I'm not sure if I necessarily to forgive anyone in particular but the song itself brought me to realizing that without forgiveness there is no moving forward in my life. Also I think the song touched me is because I have felt so far from God that I feel like I need forgiveness for being gone from him....
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