Several friends from high school are pregnant and it gets met to thinking about wanting a baby. My hubby and I talk about it. We both really want one but we both know this isn't the time for one. He'll be deploying next year so if we were to get pregnant he wouldn't be here for the birth, which isn't fair to him. I think that is such a special moment for both him and I that it's better that we know he'll be here when we do have a baby. At the same time that brings up the whole if he decides to be a liver (be in the army till he retires), in May is half way till his contract is up and he's thinking of reuping. I'm 80% sure he'll reenlist, which I'm 100% behind him with whatever he chooses. So to get back to the whole baby matter, if he does decide to reenlist and does want to make this his carrier that brings up he may be gone whenever we do decide to have a baby. But that's down the line for now I'm perfectly happy with my Libby, she keeps me busy :)
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A lot has happened since I last wrote on here. I'm not really sure where to start, I guess I'll start out with little things (sorry for the randomness) My hubby turned 23 and I turned 25, we didn't do much for our birthdays just dinner and spent time together. A lot has been on my mind! My hubby got moved to a new unit last week and while getting moved to the new unit he was informed that he'll be deploying soon. It took me off guard because his last unit deployed but wasn't chosen to go with them. So, I guess I had let my guard down when it came to him being deployed because I knew he wouldn't be. Then this came up and I feel like I cry every night (I've been getting better!) and the date keeps getting pushed up, which makes it harder and harder. I don't want my husband to leave. I then think, I'm not the only one going through this so I need to suck it up and just be supportive for my husband. Which is my new out look on this whole situatio...
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