The insides of Vanessas mind!

"No matter how hard times get, always keep your head high and continue to be strong because there are people who would kill to see you fall." "Music is the best way to convey what the heart and soul so dearly want to say." "Each of us has our own unique love story,  never compare yours..." ""Wipe away those tears and keep your head up, because people can't see your beautiful smile when your face is towards the ground." ~unknown" "Finish what you start... No matter how tough life gets."

A lot has happened since I last wrote on here. I'm not really sure where to start, I guess I'll start out with little things (sorry for the randomness) My hubby turned 23 and I turned 25, we didn't do much for our birthdays just dinner and spent time together. A lot has been on my mind! My hubby got moved to a new unit last week and while getting moved to the new unit he was informed that he'll be deploying soon. It took me off guard because his last unit deployed but wasn't chosen to go with them. So, I guess I had let my guard down when it came to him being deployed because I knew he wouldn't be. Then this came up and I feel like I cry every night (I've been getting better!) and the date keeps getting pushed up, which makes it harder and harder. I don't want my husband to leave. I then think, I'm not the only one going through this so I need to suck it up and just be supportive for my husband. Which is my new out look on this whole situatio