The insides of Vanessas mind!

The last two days have been awesome! I love football season! My team is playing right now as we speak! :) This has been my team since high school. The mascot at my high school was the Patriots so in high school I started going for them. I think it was my freshman year in high school that I got really into football and started watching everyday Sunday and I also got into college football that same year. My family has always followed football. I remember when I was little my family being die hard cowboy fans (my dad's family), my mom would cheer for them but she loves the Raiders (since she grew up in LA lol). So anyways at heart I will always be a Dallas Cowboy fan but I'm also a Patriot fan. So I have two teams I follow :). My husband hates both of my teams. He's a 49er fan, I can't stand them but sometimes I secetely go for them because of him lol :).

Today was a pretty chill day. Instead of having a Desperate Housewives marathon I decided to have an Army Wives marathon and I got through season 1. I might watch season 2 tomorrow but i don't know I think I'll watch football. I also made a star wreath today. I wasn't sure how it was going to come out but it actually came out good :) I thought it was perfect for tomorrow since it's Sepetember 11th tomorrow. I can't believe it's the 10th anniversary. It feels like just yesterday I woke up and saw the footage (being that I lived on the west coast the first plane had already hit the first tower and the second one had just occured). I remember being in shock and not knowing if it was real or not. I remember going to school and watching the coverage on TV's in the classrooms. I also remember going home after school and watching the news ALL day long. It was such a sad day. It has truly affected millions of people, the people in the twin towers (both living and de

So I decided today and this weekend I'd watch seasons one through seven of Desperate Housewives, while doing some scrapbooking and other crafts. I <3 this show and can't wait for this season. I this season is the series finale, I'm sad about but can't wait to see how they end the series. Hope every one has a wonderful weekend :)

This song descripes the way I was before my husband came into my life and after he came into my life. God truly did give me him to me for the ups and downs! No matter what he is always by myside both physcially and emotionally. I thank God everyday for him! :)

My husband left for the field today. He got back last week and had to go again today. This is the first time since we've been married and I moved out here that he's had to be at the field. The last time he went, he only went for 3 days, which wasn't too bad but this time he'll be out there for 7 days. It's not that long but with me not having any friends here it gets lonely. Although the days sometimes go fast with crafting and watching movies on Netflix. Today has been a perfect day for curling up on the couch and watching a movie, since it's been fresh and over cast (almost like it wants to rain). So, I watched I always get scared of watching movies that I've read because they always let me down but this one didn't! It was pretty good and also a tear jerker lol. In a little bit I'm going to watch I've been meaning to watch it for awhile and since we have Netflix I thought I'd watch it. Not sure what I'll watch after....

I love being a wife especially when it's to my best friend, the person that understand me even when I don't understand myself. I love that I take care of him by cooking, keeping things in order here at our house, etc. Sometimes I just feel so home sick and I miss my family more than anything! I moved to half way across the country a little over a month ago, which is in a different time zone. So it's hard for me to always get a hold of my family or even friends. I miss everyone so much! Talking to them makes me feel better at first I would call them all the time. I have tried to not call so much so that I can adjust to living here with my husband. It's just days like today that I miss my family and wish I could be with them.

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sometimes I wish my life would be perfect but then I think what life lessons would I learn? So I'm greatful for everything that has made me who I am so that I can over come lifes difficulties :)