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Lately I've been feeling a bit overwhelmed. Tyler comes this Friday! I'm so excited but also kind of nervous! I'm not sure if that makes sense. I'm excited to see him because I haven't seen him in almost 2 months but I'm also nervous because we haven't seen each other in awhile so it might be weird between us. I don't know why I always get like this. Last time we hadn't seen each other in awhile and of course I got nervous but when we saw each other it was like we were never apart :).
So anyways on to the overwhelmed feelings. I've been stressing about how fast we're getting married and having to get everything planned without him here to bounce ideas off is kind of hard. But I've got to admit he has been pretty helpful. We're pretty sure on where we want it all we're waiting on his unit and when he'll be able to get time off. His unit isn't in the same state that he is in right now because they left to a training 3 days before he graduated AIT (crazy I know lol). So after he heres from his unit about when he'll be able to take leave we'll be able to confirm the place. All the little stuff we're talking about this weekend :).
I've gotten more hours at work so I've been busy with work. What sucks is that my hours are so spread out because of the different positions I have that sometimes I have nothing to do for an hour or so before I have to be back to work. I guess I could start taking crafts with me to work to work on while I'm there instead of just reading books and having my mind run wild with things I have to/want for the wedding.
Things that have been getting on my nervous: when people complain about missing someone because they haven't seen them in a couple weeks (sometimes I feel like saying try going months without seeing that person but then I think be nice don't say anything lol); when people say fml especially when it's over the dumbest things like spilling something, etc (I feel like saying whatever your going through can't be that bad there are people dieing and starving in this world, be thankful you have a ruff over your head and have food); when people make fun of people; etc. That was my little rant on what bugs me...
Welp I guess that's it for now. I should probably write more instead of saving all my writing for one day because that's when my blogs get off topic lol
So anyways on to the overwhelmed feelings. I've been stressing about how fast we're getting married and having to get everything planned without him here to bounce ideas off is kind of hard. But I've got to admit he has been pretty helpful. We're pretty sure on where we want it all we're waiting on his unit and when he'll be able to get time off. His unit isn't in the same state that he is in right now because they left to a training 3 days before he graduated AIT (crazy I know lol). So after he heres from his unit about when he'll be able to take leave we'll be able to confirm the place. All the little stuff we're talking about this weekend :).
I've gotten more hours at work so I've been busy with work. What sucks is that my hours are so spread out because of the different positions I have that sometimes I have nothing to do for an hour or so before I have to be back to work. I guess I could start taking crafts with me to work to work on while I'm there instead of just reading books and having my mind run wild with things I have to/want for the wedding.
Things that have been getting on my nervous: when people complain about missing someone because they haven't seen them in a couple weeks (sometimes I feel like saying try going months without seeing that person but then I think be nice don't say anything lol); when people say fml especially when it's over the dumbest things like spilling something, etc (I feel like saying whatever your going through can't be that bad there are people dieing and starving in this world, be thankful you have a ruff over your head and have food); when people make fun of people; etc. That was my little rant on what bugs me...
Welp I guess that's it for now. I should probably write more instead of saving all my writing for one day because that's when my blogs get off topic lol
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