happiness comes from within

Today I started reading my good friends blogs and it got me to thinking the little things that get me down are so minor compared to what others are going through in their life. Some days I feel like my life is so pointless and then days like these I realize maybe I'm not doing enough for others and not even enough to better myself. I need to focus on myself and find what I need to do in life instead of worrying about unnessesary worries. For some reason I tend to put all my time and energy into my relationship (with my bf) instead of letting it take it's course and being happy with the way things are and not wanting more. I always want more from him instead of being happy with him.

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