The insides of Vanessas mind!

I love this song and the video is pretty good too :))

Sometimes I can't wait till I move because I'll be with my bestfriend/lover. I feel like all the friends I have/use to have I'm not as close to them as I use to be. Even some of the dearest of friends. It's like they have their new lives outside of high school (new friends, new relationships, dealing with finishing school, etc.) and we've just lost touch. I know that's how life is that's how we grow we loose some people in our lives to make room for the new and sometimes those friends we had before might even make it back into our life. So I'll just go with the flow and meet new ones especially since I'll be moving to a new state, hopefully military wives are nice. I've heard some stories that they can be mean to the new girls lol. I guess we'll see :)

This past weekend was AMAZING! My babe was able to come home for Easter. I loved having him here! I miss seeing him every day. He left today and I miss him already! He's coming home in July. So it's not too far away. The reason he's coming home is because we're getting married :). I have so much to do in so little time. We just officially got engaged this weekend btw :). I was already planning stuff but know it's game time and I have to really work on the wedding especially if I want it to be as wonderful as I've always dreamed it would be. This weekend I'm going with my mom, my sister, his mom, his sister and his aunt to go look for my dress. I have a dress in mind that I like but I want to try on a couple to find my dream dress. So his mom has been really into looking for stuff for the wedding, which is nice, no complaints here. His family has always been so supportive, I love it! My family is just as supportive! I'm truly blessed, I thank God ever...

Day 29 – post a picture of the coolest place you ever got to go to b/c of your s/o being in the military Well I haven't been any where cool because of him being in the military. I've only been to Ft. Sill, OK and to be honest that wasn't the coolest place to be. It was nice only because I got to see my love and any where he is the coolest place lol :) Day 30 - post a pic of your favorite military SO support group and tell how it has helped you. I like this support group. It's on facebook :)

I love my ring! It's so beautiful! I love it not only because it's more than I could imagine but mostly I love it because the guy of my dreams asked me to marry him! :)  Can you tell I'm excited?!?!! lol :)  The engagement ring! :)

Day 28 – post a picture of the band that sings the song of your significant other’s ring tone while they are away..(usually a military themed song like "wait for me") hm so my phone is always on vibrate only because I don't seem to remember to turn it to vibrate when I go some where so I just leave it on that lol. But before it use to be "lost in this moment" by big and rich (which is our song) :)

Lately I've been feeling a bit overwhelmed. Tyler comes this Friday! I'm so excited but also kind of nervous! I'm not sure if that makes sense. I'm excited to see him because I haven't seen him in almost 2 months but I'm also nervous because we haven't seen each other in awhile so it might be weird between us. I don't know why I always get like this. Last time we hadn't seen each other in awhile and of course I got nervous but when we saw each other it was like we were never apart :). So anyways on to the overwhelmed feelings. I've been stressing about how fast we're getting married and having to get everything planned without him here to bounce ideas off is kind of hard. But I've got to admit he has been pretty helpful. We're pretty sure on where we want it all we're waiting on his unit and when he'll be able to get time off. His unit isn't in the same state that he is in right now because they left to a training 3 days...